Feelings about Freelancing

“So what do you do for work” is probably one of the least favorite questions I get from people at this point in my life.  I’m proud of the work that I am doing, but my response is one that usually gets silent judgement because it’s different than what the cookie-cutter college grad society produces. I am a freelance graphic designer, illustrator, photographer, hand letterer, an event production artist, and a retail associate with the dream of becoming a full time travel blogger/photographer and digital nomad. Yes, it’s a mouth full, but I’m pursuing jobs that I genuinely love and I wouldn’t trade any of them in for that traditional 9-5 routine or lifestyle.

Even though my grocery list of employment makes it seem like I have no freedom whatsoever, in reality it is the opposite, I have all the freedom in the world! Most of my work falls under the umbrella of freelance designer and creative, which is a job I can do from anywhere in the world as long as I have internet connection. And my part time job as a retail associate is what I do for fun, at a store I love, and it’s something that takes me away from the computer screen so that I can socialize. 

My brain is wired to work, and to keep pushing myself to be better. Even when I don’t have paid work, my mind is always busy.  I enjoy creating designs to keep my skills top notch, learning how to hand letter new fonts, and I’m writing pieces for my blog and other big names like Student Universe and We Are Travel Girls!   Working multiple, remote jobs on a part time basis allows me time to dedicate to my blog and instagram. I have the freedom to travel whenever, wherever, as long as my bank account can support it. I can go home for a long weekend or a month if I want to or I can plan a vacation and leave tomorrow (hypothetically). Having this flexibility keeps me motivated to find more clients and further monetize my ability to work from the comfort of my own home. 

This ideal was instilled in me at a young age. Watching both of my parents run their own companies, they were able to take long weekends, go on more than one family vacation a year, and spend 3 long weeks at our beach house every summer, something for which I am forever grateful. I knew from a young age that I wanted this life, this flexibility, but I also knew the hard work, sacrifices, and dedication that it would take to create this lifestyle. I witnessed it first hand at age 6, when my mom started her first company and again at 16 when my mom started her second, independently run company. 

At the time, I didn’t realize how important and influential it was to have a female creative, bad ass, entrepreneur as a mom, instead I was more upset when she couldn’t attend a field trip because she was filming a commercial for FURBIES or meeting Destiny’s Child (like how ridiculous am I???). In the grand scheme of things, one field trip to the Franklin Mineral Mines would not provide the amount of knowledge and motivation that my mom instilled in by showing me not only how to be a successful business woman, but also achieving that success in a creative field. 

I wasn’t kidding when I said she was out jchillin with Destiny’s Child!

I wasn’t kidding when I said she was out jchillin with Destiny’s Child!

It’s definitely not the easiest route by any means, but for me, I think it will be the most rewarding route. There are still days where my head is filled with doubt (especially days when I check my bank account) and in a panic, I apply to about 10 corporate jobs in an attempt to obtain the security of a full time position. Then there are the days where it’s especially hard to be around my friends living that 9-5 corporate life, enjoying their steady paychecks, while I experience a pang of jealousy as I wonder if I’m missing out on the corporate office experience. 

There are days when freelancing is amazing. When the weather is nice and I can do my work sitting in a park enjoying the sun. When I can work on a passion project and know that it is still considered valuable portfolio work that can get me more clients. I don’t need to worry about PTO, or sick days, or coworker drama. I can even workout and go to the gym and have it not be swarmed with people on their way home from the office (big bonus for me, i hate working out with other people around!!!).

But the truth is freelancing is hard, I always feel the pressure to be doing work, even on the weekends. The income isn’t a steady stream either, but it’s a challenge that my brain loves. I am always on my toes for any networking opportunity, because you never know who your next client is going to be. I’ve learned that I need to be bold and shameless to get a potential client's attention. I recently put PHOTOS of MYSELF on a cover letter to get noticed at a large company, and let me tell you — IT WORKED. As a self proclaimed introvert and shy person, I am forced out of my comfort zone almost every single day in this life of freelancing, but it’s all preparing me for a successful future as a business owner and embracing a digital nomad lifestyle.

Love Letters to My Favorite Places

Love Letters to My Favorite Places

In honor of Valentine's Day, I wrote some love letters to my favorite countries.  Each destination holds a piece of my heart and is always on my radar to revisit in the future. Get ready for some major sappy vibes as I pour my heart out for New Zealand, Portugal, and Australia…. 

Dear New Zealand…

The astonishing beauty held on your tiny island to this day still blows my mind. While driving through your roads, there was never a moment I didn’t want to stop for a photo and take in your beauty. Every turn held an immeasurable amount of awe for me, a girl loyal to big cities and bustling crowds, thrown into a landscape where I was the only occupant. You changed my perspective, on life and nature and our place in this world. 

I hope to return to you one day, with endless amounts of time to explore every crevasse, to dive into every pocket of wonder that is hidden in this corner of the world. 

Looking out of Lake Wanaka

Looking out of Lake Wanaka

Dear Portugal…

I heard you were cheap and easy, literally (#sorrynotsorry but ballin on a budget is kinda hard when you want to explore the world). But my mind has done a 180 as your beauty, food, people, and charm bursting from your seams showed me you are rich with culture and full of rustic, unique cities, or should I say HARD AF wanna-be stairmaster workouts.  I still think about your mouth-watering bifana sandwiches and cookie cake, your fresh sparkling vino verde and port wine, and your small, hilly cobblestone towns that literally got my booty in the best shape EVER (not even joking). 

On the edge of the map, you are often overlooked, but those who get to know you will never underestimate the magic inside. I know that I will return to your soon, oh portugal, how you stole my heart in just two weeks. 

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Dear Australia…

It was only 2 years ago today when I first landed in your beautiful country. I was shocked by the heat and the lack of ozone, but the sun warmed my skin and my soul. Thousands of miles away from my family, friends, and familiarity, I immediately felt right at home. Exploring your beautiful coastlines and basking in the sun, I loved that your “winter” only meant 50 degrees and rain.

There was always an adventure to be had, always a beach to explore, and always an accent that melted my heart. But most importantly, I gained the most beautiful friends in the process. I constantly wonder if I come back will you be as good, without the people who made you so special. 

From Sydney, to Melbourne, to South East Asia and beyond, you gave me the adventure of a lifetime that I will never forget. Something about that summer down unda, will stay with me forever…

2019 Travel Goals

There are a lot of places in the world I want to escape to and explore, I can’t scroll through my instagram feed without the urge to book a spontaneous instagram trip to Europe or Asia or Australia or anywhere really. Thinking about my next trip, saving for it, planning for it, and envisioning it are all a part of the process and the primary reason why I started up this blog again. My hopes are to one day turning traveling into my full time job. It is a pretty lofty goal, but one I am extremely confident that I can achieve if I set my mind to it. And thanks to my dad, once I set my mind on something, I have laser focus on only that goal.  

Even though I am a little late to the game with New Year’s Resolutions, I am still going to create a list for my travels and explorations to keep me working towards my goal a little bit every single day. I still am pursuing design as my primary way to make money because I do truly enjoy designing, but deep down I know my heart lies in a life of travel. And if I’ve learned anything over the course of 2018, it’s that nothing happens overnight, so I’m dedicated 2019 to making my dream job become a reality and using this post as a benchmark. On December 31st, 2019 I can see just how much I accomplished. 

I’ve split the following section into two categories, my Design to Explore goals for the growth of my instagram and blog, and  my actual travel goals outlining the places I visit and experience.

DESIGN TO EXPLORE GOALS

Reach at least 10k followers on instagram 

Maintain 10% engagement rate on instagram posts

Make first profitable collaboration on instagram

Increase traffic on web blog

These goals are pretty self explanatory, but the overarching goal is essentially the same. I want to increase engagement and get people to follow me and my story. I promise to deliver exceptional content always, and provide you with the best information about traveling, from planning tips, to packing tricks, to hostel hacks, I have the experience and I want to share it with you so that you can have a great trip yourself. 

TRAVEL GOALS

Park City, Utah, USA

This trip is PLANNED! At the end of February I will be heading out west with my Muther to hit the slopes! Excited for this action packed week on the mountain.

photo from our last ski trip to park city in 2017!

photo from our last ski trip to park city in 2017!

Rome + Florence, Italy 

This trip is PLANNED! Mid-April, Steven and I will be heading across the pond to Italy! This will be Steven’s FIRST trip outside North America and we are oh so excited about it. We will be hitting Rome and Florence and potentially some other smaller Tuscan towns and villages along the way. Actual planning is still in progress. 

National Parks out West, USA

On the anniversary of our trip to Iceland last year, my cousin is taking a grand trip out west and I am dying to join her for a week or so to experience some of the natural beauty America has to offer! Having been to different international locations, I realized I haven’t explore many parts of the USA and I’m excited to see it on this adventure!

Lake Michigan, Michigan, USA

After my first lake trip last year, I’m excited to return again to Lake Michigan at some point this summer for a weekend! It definitely contrasts the ocean of Long Beach Island that I am used to, but it is still spectacular nonetheless. 

Long Beach Island, NJ, USA

Ahhh, my favorite place on earth and the only place on earth you will find me on 4th of July, ever. Mark my words. No matter where in the world I may go, 4th of July you will aways find me in LBI. A magical dot on the jersey coastline, I might be biased having spent every summer there my entire life. Hoping to make my way out there for 4th of July for a long vacation this summer. 

photo cred to my lovely brother tommy

photo cred to my lovely brother tommy

Weekend Trip to California

Deep down, I am a beach girl at heart, probably due to the fact that LBI is essentially my hometown and I spent summers on the beach. I want to take a weekend trip to California, undecided on which city, but most likely San Francisco, to experience the West Coast for a change. 

Weekend Trip to Seattle, WA, USA

Seattle is a pretty mysterious city to me, to my knowledge its home to tech because everyone I know from school who major in a tech related field has found their place in Seattle. I definitely want to go and experience another city and also take advantage of some of the beauty the Pacific North West has to offer. 

2-4 week Trip to Australia

This trip is on my radar because of $500 ROUND TRIP TICKETS FROM CHICAGO. Like WTF, have you ever heard of such a thing? Contemplating making the move to revisit the land of my study abroad adventures, the endless sunshine, and amazing landscapes. 

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2 week Trip to Europe (Amsterdam, Croatia, and ???)

As one of my friends from childhood might be moving to Europe for her job in August, I am definitely blocking out some time to visit her in her new digs and of course squeeze in another adventure along the way. With the proximity and easy transport of European countries, I can definitely see this trip happening. 

So my travel goals are pretty insane at the moment, but it’s something to strive for. I know I might not be able to make all the trips of my dreams happen, but I’m determined to see as many places that I can this and keep creating content along the way. It’s my passion and I’m going after it with all I’ve got. 

L A G O S

June 3, 2018 - Lagging to Lagos

Today marked the beginning of steph and I’s last leg of the trip together as we headed to the Algarve Coast to Lagos! Our day started extra early that usual as we had a train to catch, but we made it to the station and on the train, but apparently, there were train strikes happening. So our train just sat on the train for almost an hour before actually leaving the station. It was complicated figuring out this was going on because no one in our car spoke very good english, so they were trying to translate the issue for us.

Once we were on the train, it was pretty much smooth sailing from there. We made it to Lagos and to our hostel successfully before heading out for some lunch at Harley’s Cafe, which we later learned was the American diner in town. I got a really great chicken sandwich while Steph got some fruits and yogurt before Juules picked us up for a little afternoon trip to Sagres.

Sagres is this area with really beautiful cliffs that borders the Atlantic Ocean, and Henry the Navigator used to call it the end of the world, and you will be able to see why from these photos. It was really cool being out on these cliffs, also a little risky, as again, no railings or safety enforcements around.

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Afterwards, we went to a beach area with some cafes and bars to meet up with Juules cousin for a drink. It was super nice out, but the wind was biting so we only stayed for one drink before heading back to get ready for some dinner. Then ensued our daily task to find a good restaurant, with decent portions, at a small price. Its a very tricky thing to do, and we walked around the main city center before stumbling on a Chinese restaurant menu. It advertised a scenic view, so we walking into the tacky temple door up the stairs and were seated with an awesome view (considering it was a Chinese restauarant).

At that point, we pumped ourselves up about getting Chinese food and were reall5y excited for our meal. I got some classic chicken fried rice with dumplings, while steph got a tofu dish. We were extremely satisfied with our meals, along with the change in cuisine. So we walked around the town a little longer before heading back to the hostel for the night.

June 4, 2018 - willing a beach day to happen

Today was our first full day in Lagos and we were excited to hit the beach. But, the weather wasn't exactly cooperating, so we started by going on a walk at Ponta de Piedade. There were these cool cliffs and rock formations similar to the rocks at Sagres, we walked along the top before following a path down to the bottom where we found a really beautiful secluded beach.

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We walked back up, and it was quite the steep trek, before we headed to the other side of the cliffs. This area was more touristy as the rock formations form bridges and boat tours can take you through the rocks from the water. So we walked down there too to check it out and it was also extremely cool and beautiful.

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After that, even though the weather was not cooperating, we still wanted to push for a beach day so we headed to Praia de Camila to attempt to have a beach day. We set up our towels, and even despite the extreme cloud cover, I sunscreened up. I think we lasted a solid two hours before the wind and the clouds made it too cold and we decided to head out.

We went to grab lunch around Praia de Luiz (where we went yesterday for drinks with Juules cousin). We sat down at a nice place along the beach and once we were done eating, the sun peeped out from the clouds and we essentially sprinted to the beach to lay out as quick as possible. The sun blessed us for a solid 20 minutes before strong clouds came back, but we were thankful for the rays we could get.

That night, Juules invited us to her grandma’s place she was staying at to eat dinner with her and her cousin Dominique. So after our sad attempt at the beach, we went there to hang out for the night.

June 5, 2018 - when the weather gods answer your prayers

Today, the weather gods answered our prayers. After sleeping in later than usual, we evaluated the weather and even though it was cloudy at the moment, there were some pockets of sunshine and decided to try and do a beach day yet again (especially cause theres not much else to do if it isn't a beach day).

So we got all ready to go, and on the way to the beach, we found a lil grocery store where we bought a few fruits and snacks for breakfast. And as we were turning away, I spotted people eating some baguette sandwiches and then a lil baguette stand that was completely a hole in the wall. Then we saw the sign saying these large baguettes were only 3euros, and we were sold. We bought some sammies and headed to the beach.

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It was only a 15 minute walk or so and when we finally did get to it, it literally looked out of a magazine or something cause the scenery was so unreal. Giant cliffs and bright blue oceans, it was incredible! But was wasn't incredible were, again, the no railings no safety stairs to get down to the beach.

Once we made the trek down and found a spot, it was pretty much smooth sailing. Except for some dudes blasting their EDM music unnecessarily loud, we made it through the day. At one point, we traversed some rocks to a different beach just to check it out and take some pictures, but the rocks were pretty treacherous without shoes, again NO SAFETY IMPLEMENTATION AROUND, its just an American law suit away from happening.

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We were chilling at the beach for around 5 hours before we headed back, as I was feeling myself getting a lil crispy from the sun it was probably perfect. Back at the hostel, we finally got around to doing some laundry and chilling before going to grab some dinner. Luckily, we quickly found a restaurant called Saibos and it was a cute cafe right off the main drag where we got a delicious meal along with some delicious desserts.

We spent the rest of the night walking around town, the sunset left a beautiful coloring in the sky, and then we found some orange trees. Steph tried to climb them to get an orange, but almost whipped herself hard into the trunk on the way down, only to find out the oranges were really gross and definitely not worth eating.

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Then, we were doing our last rounds around the town before heading back when we stopped into a convenience store as we have been on the HUNT for candy we had in one of our uber rides. At this point, its probably the 10 or 11 places we went into to look and low and behold we walk deep into the store to the counter AND WE STRIKE GOLD. we found the candies we literally hit the motherlode. Both steph and I used all the change we had in our wallets to buy as much candy as we could and I most definitely will be going back to stock up before we leave.

So then we decided to end the night on a high note, and an even HIGHER NOTE when the one and only Steven West got a full time job offer back in the USA!!! So proud!!!

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June 6, 2018 - asking for the weather gods again

Today we woke up and were sad to see the clouds were here and in full force. Steph was contemplating going to a yoga class, and i decided to pack up my suitcase and get organized since we were leaving tomorrow anyway. But steph came back and said the sun was out, so knowing the unpredictable weather, we quickly got our beach stuff on and power walked to the closest beach.

We got to the Praia de Estudantes and it was still pretty cloudy and the sun went away, but we weren't going to give up. We snuck on the beach chairs that you had to pay for and tried really hard not to get cold in the clouds and the wind. But by the glory of the weather gods, the sun CAME OUT TO SHINE. We were asked to leave the beach chairs cause we didn't wanna pay, so we laid our towels out and got a solid 2 hours of beach sun and it was amazing. Even when the sun receded, we stayed and enjoyed laying on the beach before heading back.

That night we met up with Juules for one last dinner in Lagos and we went to a place called Havaneria, I got a really delicious quinoa Mexican bowl while Juules and Steph both got Thai Chicken Curry, apparently the place is tackling a lot of different ethnic foods at once, but honestly, they killed it.

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Steph and I finally wanted to have a night out and considering tonight was our last chance (as steph flies out at 7am the day after next). We got ready and Juules cousin Dominique who is a local showed us the ropes. She took us from bar to bar and got us probs the cheapest drinks I've ever drank since southeast asia! At 2am, I decided to head back and get some sleep since we had a 7:45am train, but Steph stayed out a little longer #badass.

June 7, 2018 - a blah day as we transfer back to Lisbon

Today we woke up early, and it was pretty painful trying to catch our train. It was an ORDEAL as we got on the train at the wrong car and then needed to walk through all the cars to find ours, which resulted in my getting extremely motion sick. But luckily, I passed out really hard on the train and woke up once we were in Lisbon.

We had to come back to Lisbon as tomorrow Steph heads out to go back to the states :( sad I'm losing my travel buddy, but my trip still isn't over! Tomorrow I am headed to Brussels, Belgium for the weekend before I meet up with the most notorious parenting duo in the world - TOM AND HELEN POLISE!!!!!!!! So, if you stick around because you are in for a COMICAL few blog posts to come as we tackle Amsterdam and Paris together.